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| I love you mom and dad :') Assalamualaikum guys :) so sorry lama tak update blog ni. too busy with this university life. ahha :D actually hari ni ade quiz precalculus. and yeah macam biasa aku tak bole buat. berbaloi laa kan aku tak study sangat. sobs :') I got ZERO mark today. tak ingat step nak jawab caner. ramai kot yang dapat zero mark pagi tadi. dammit ! :( esok pulak ade class. Sir Sam amat rajin :) Jyeah he's my meticulous lecturer ever ! :D pape pun nak buat caner gak kan, kena pegi ler jugak. ilmu tu wajib kita cari. hehe Hmm. aku happy duk UTP ni. happy sebab ade kawan-II yang memang awesome! hew hew :3 now, ramai member techies nak blah. so saddd :'( dorang nak blah sebab ade yang cakap cost kat sini mahal gaban. ade yang nak ambik course lain. hmm sekali fikir aku pun nak blah dari UTP and find the other low cost university. Seriously fee kat sini mahal sesangat. kalau tade scholar memang mati ler nak habiskan fee yang beriban riban tuh. dulu masa register kat UTP ni dah bayar RM2000++ and now kena tambah lagi RM3000++. banyak kan. I'll end up with eating the cats! Haha :') Kesian parents aku kena keluarkan duit bebanyak camtuh memandangkan aku register UTP as a private student. everything guna duit sendiri. and parents aku bukan laa kaya nak tanggung aku sampai habis pengajian. RM20000++ for foundation kat sini. tak plus lagi dengan belanja harian, clothes and etc :( See how hard this life. and besar nya pengorbanan parents untuk aku. ni dah touching laa. lagi sebak bila my abah send me a message and dalam mesej tuh tertulis besarnya harapan mama dan abah nak tengok aku berjaya :'( okay menitik air mata. mama cakap dia dah habiskan lebih kurang RM15000++ untuk aku tahun ni. fees, duit belanja, clothes and etc. nilai tu sangat besar kan? yaa aku kena belajar bersungguh nak buat balik kejayaan untuk parents aku kat rumah tu. yang bersungguh sungguh cari rezeki dan doakan kehidupan aku kat sini. Allah, murahkanlah rezeki mama dan abah. berikan kejayaan padaku ya Allah :') now playing : Number One For Me - Maher Zain dedicated to Mr Mohd Asri Bin Mohd Isa ( abah ) and Mrs Wan Roslina Bt Wan Hassan :') jasa mama dengan abah tak mungkin dapat kakak balas. terlalu besar. kakak hanya mampu balas dengan kejayaan yang kakak bakal bawa balik empat tahun lagi. segulung ijazah :') kakak tak mampu nak luahkan perasaan ni. hanya lirik lagu ni yang menzahirkan ape yang kakak nak bagitahu :') I was a foolish little child Crazy things I used to do And all the pain I put you through Mama now I’m here for you For all the times I made you cry The days I told you lies Now it’s time for you to rise For all the things you sacrifices Oh, if I could turn back time rewind If I could make it undone I swear that I would I would make it up to you Mum I’m all grown up now It’s a brand new day I’d like to put a smile on your face every day Mum I’m all grown up now And it’s not too late I’d like to put a smile on your face every day And now I finally understand Your famous line About the day I’d face in time ‘Cause now I’ve got a child of mine And even though I was so bad I’ve learned so much from you Now I’m trying to do it too Love my kid the way you do You know you are the number one for me Oh, oh, number one for me There’s no one in this world that can take your place Oh, I’m sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh I will use every chance I get To make you smile, whenever I’m around you Now I will try to love you like you love me Only God knows how much you mean to me |